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So much for my happy ending…

So the ex and I decided to work things out.

well as we have been in the process of doing this he’s been hanging out with this girl I used to work with at a previous job (now she works with me at the casino). sure you can have female friends I dont care I have guy friends…

and now they’re together… and 

I had people at work telling me and I brushed it off because they said it about a different girl and it wasnt true… so I figured the same this time right? nope. I had to ask him and he said yes they are together now. and how sorry he is that it has to end this way and that he should have told me sooner and nothing he can say will make me feel better…  I work with all black girls 1 gay black guy… and one other white girl… and one of the black girls was like you know he knows he’s wrong because he dont never walk around with his  head down… I just can’t believe this is happening… at all. 



Susie Q (1996)

Wish Upon A Star (1996)

Tower of Terror (1997)

Halloweentown (1998) 

My Date With The President’s Daughter (1998)

Zenon: Girl of the 21st Century (1999)

Horse Sense (1999)

The Thirteenth Year (1999)

Smart House (1999)

Johnny Tsunami (1999)

Seventeen Again (2000)

The Other Me (2000)

Up, Up, and Away (2000)

Life Size (2000)

Model Behavior (2000)

The Color of Friendship (2000)

Rip Girls (2000)

Quints (2000)

Mom’s Got a Date with a Vampire (2000)

Phantom of the Megaplex (2000)

The Ultimate Christmas Present (2000)

Jumping Ship (2001)

Halloweentown II: Kalabar’s Revenge (2001)

The Luck of the Irish (2001)

Double Teamed (2002)

Cadet Kelly (2002)

Tru Confessions (2002)

Get a Clue (2002)

Gotta Kick It Up! (2002)

A Ring of Endless Nights (2002)

The Even Stevens Movie (2003)

Eddie’s Million Dollar Cook-Off (2003)

You Wish (2003)

Right On Track (2003)

The Cheetah Girls (2003)

Pixel Perfect (2004)

Zenon: Z3 (2004)

Stuck in the Suburbs (2004)

Tiger Cruise (2004)

Halloweentown High (2004)

Go Figure (2005)

now i know what i’m doing every night for the rest of forever..

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The Breakup Day 4 - 9

Haven’t had much time to get on and blog… It’s been rough… Really rough… Down a total of 12 lbs… Things with the mean girl keep going and going… not sure she will stop… We fought a bit today… made me feel worse…. he was SO good to me.. SO SO . Literally and figuratiely kissed my feet. always asking if I need a massage am I ok does my back hurt he’ll massage it. do my feet hurt he’ll rub them. what do I want to do on our days off etc…

wrote a note for me once and left it in my lunchbox at work that said about how much he misses me and hopes I miss him too and to let me know he was thinking about me..
how did it go from that to where we are?!
When I met him, he was the type that never ever ever ever ever wanted to get married. never ever. it was almost a deal breaker…. but after we spent time together, he changed his mind… and said that some day he would. I feel like that is big… to have that sort of an impact… but I dunno. I dont understand at all. None of this is making any sense to me…. I’m so exhausted but having soooo much trouble sleeping…. 
At least I get my container back soon… Today, Thursday, or tomorrow… Sad… I just miss him and wish things were better.

The Breakup Day 3

Things were better today…. I got full rest last night… first time since Sunday… Hooray!! Then I woke up and cleaned out my wallet…. and found the sweetest note from you… I remember you writing it a while ago and placing it in my lunch box.

It even has a heart drawn around it… How did we go from that to this? I really hope we can eventually work things out…. If not who knows when I’ll be over this…. 

Never cared about someone so much as I do you… 

The Breakup Day 2

I got up and went to work…. Teared up a bit but not much… Each day getting better…. 

Got invited to a tequila/margarita party for Tuesday… Should be good fun…

I ate a few pieces of bread and an apple today… So far so good being able to keep food down….

yay me….

cried a bit in the car listening to music but that will happen a lot…. Tomorrow is the last day I have to be completely alone with this…. Friday is going to be the longest day ever.

P.S. I still need my container back…

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